I always feel like someone is watching me- paranoid?

I'm going to go buy some sunglasses because the future is bright pink, bitch. The vanity sanctuary will keep me safe and you can try to break me down but you're only hurting yourself, just like you're supposed to be doing. This is my life and you can't fast forward it.I'll be dying in my makeup and you'll be dying without it. Did you have a point? Because somewhere in your own special ugliness you lost meaning and I forgot what you said. You're famous last words were forgotten because no one was listening. NO ONE!Quite time now, surgery isnt an option. Believe me I have the worst intentions.

Everything to me is monotone like my dead fucking eyes. I'm what your Mother was suppose to be "perfect". I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A sphinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined. The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open. Sure, everybody wants to play God, but for me it's a full-time job. What you don't understand, you can make mean anything. I really want to be Jeffree star. Hot damn I'll tell him how I want it done.

He is a real inspiration. So go fucking Sew up your self esteem, it's fantastic Your body can’t move, paralyzed and plastic
Being real is so sarcastic When ur dead, you'll be airbrushed in your casket."Queen supreme and barbie teen dreams" like I said "Every things not always what it seems" Christian Dior and haute couture It doesn't look good when your dead on the floor. Just like luxury. Wanna get messy?


Love mememememe